Billy....and Understanding...

Dec 4, 2007
Again, I had my morning smoke under the vent a hood and was thinking about the bubbles that surrounded Billy in an August early morning.

I picked up the nearest ballpoint with a dinner napkin and began to draw the circles that I saw and then drew a line in everything that I saw a smiley face where his once was and two feet...and I said to myself, (and now to you)

Oh so that's what it was, .... The bright sparkling dancing bubbles, larger ones at the top, graduating smaller as they encompassed his smiling face to his entire being. The bubbles were an Energy Field.

Many times we have heard or read where people say the room was so cold. I thought about this and remembered when I had walked through where he had stood on "two" legs..that it was cold..very very cold....but not the 5 feet away that I stood from him.

Billy did everything he could not to frighten me. He took a while to appear under the bright fog like dancing bubbles....and remained there for what must have been a long time as I did not drop my eyes from his smiling face almost the entire time.

Then I did not know that he wanted to tell me something and it has to be because of a remark I made at the club , which was, "Billy I wish you could just close your eyes and be anywhere you wanted to be. I am very happy for you"

He wanted to show me that he could now do just that, close his eyes and be "everywhere" he wanted to be. Not once did his facial appearance change from that beautiful happy smile. I am guessing now that I watched his face for at least two minutes and I did not flinch when I first saw him smiling, nor did he change his expression. . ....and prior to seeing him I looked at those bubbles for at least a minute and a half, even saying aloud, What the hell is that....

The bubbles were his energy field...This is what I learned today Dec 4th 07 standing in the same spot...and thinking about it...with pen and paper in hand....

I remember looking down slowly...He was wearing shorts because I saw his knees, both of them, but that didn't register either. Then I looked to the right and saw his leg which also didn't register because since Vietnam he always had a leg... And did I remember which leg? No...He must have known that...Then I looked to my left and saw that he had there also a leg....

I didn't look up to his face and now I am glad, he likely would have left sooner. But I think the afterlife can read our minds...Infact I know they can but not to get started on another encounter.....

To continue I then looked to my right and stooped just a bit squinting my eyes starting at this leg....Then I turned my head and looked at the leg to my left...for just about 2 more seconds....And POOF he disappeared...

He apparently knew that his two legs had registered in my brain and they had...and I did not look back at his face ...since I dropped my eyes to begin viewing his legs...

He looked great...Excellent coloring, bright big happy smile and he wanted me to see, and I think it all stemmed from what I had said at the club to him.....

I always knew there was an afterlife because of all the afterlife people I have actually seen and felt. I know there is.....And with Billy I learn more and more from his coming to me. The rest of them I saw by accident ....the one I felt had a purpose to straighten me out and she did....but Billy ..is the only one who came to me and I have said prayers Lord Please don't be angry with him. He must not suppose to do that. We are to believe by faith...You know how he is...A dare devil ...but he's oh so good...so please don't be angry with him....

Today I wonder...was it okay for him to come because I always knew there was an afterlife? Those who cannot see, do they hope there is an afterlife and is this why they cannot see? That is another question ...that hopefully an answer will come...